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tell me, how do the scars feel after the wounds heal?

it's kinda sad that i have learned to deal with things like this..

21 August
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♥:X-FILES!%$#^, ika lynn, playing dimes, ocean city, french fries, salads&cheese quesadillas, neon green.

measure me in metered lines, in one decisive stare,
the time it takes to get from here to there.
my ribs that show through t-shirts and these shoes i got for free;
i'm unconsoled, i'm lonely.
i am so much better than i used to be.
terrified of telephones and shopping malls,
and knives, and drowning in the pools of over lives.
rely a bit to heavily on alcohol and irony.
get clobbered on by courtesy, in love with love, and lousy poetry.
and i'm leaning on a broken fence between past and present tense.
and i'm losing all these stupid games that i swore i'd never play.
and it almost feels okay.
circumnavigate this body of wonder and uncertainty.
armed with every previous failure, and amateur cartography,
i breathe in deep before i spread these maps out on my bedroom floor.
leaving. wave goodbye.
losing, but i'll try, with the last ways left, to remember.
sing my imperfect offering.

ika&ren BfFl LyK oMgZ LoLz

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